Mna nk mule yer? ok...as u know, aku salah sorang team H1N1...yesterday de la sister bg jadual baru n keep on asking me +ve or not, so bgtau la -ve but my meses is due..datang lg sorang sister, asking the same question...naik feedup gak sometime..
so d pendekkan cerita...next day nya, awl pagi aku g check klinik luar...crta smua la dgn doctor...mmg msh awl nk check HCG,pv spotting x3/7 and backache mybe sign or symptoms of miscarriage/normal memses, aku cuma risau kalau2 PID,also not sure ye,u/s done but no GS seeen, UPT weakly -ve....so his plan is to observe 1st, then try upt next 2/52, but if increase bleed n pain to see stat..
aku pegi la wad, kbtlan MO still buat discharge summary, aku bg la tunjuk MO referral letter dr doctor luar...dia suruh check UPT lg, so aku g la buat...dlm pada tu, der la senior aku ni, mmg terkenal dgn mulut lasernya n garangnya..sound,i'm to anscious, tu pasal la sakit sana sini,tu normal la,katanya relax jak la,jgn nak ngada ambil sick leave skrg nviroment changes katanya, tah pe2 la kakak tu, enviroment pe benda? Ya Allah..ujian utk aku, sabar...hampir menitis air mata,sabar...aku redah jak,buat dek
dah dapat result, aku balik..on d way balik, dalam kereta dah menintis air mata, mmg aku x dpt tahan....baru kenal siapa kawan siapa lawan...ada jg manusia mcm tu kan, patut la dia da sakit jantung,ehhehhehee.....
petang msa kje, aku scan dgn MO tu...mmg x nmpk pe, dia suruh chck lg next week..tengok la kalau aku rajin..auntie yg temankan aku g klinik, rupa2nya crita kat mak my prob, pe lagi risau la org tua ni...ptg tu gak la diaorg dtg...kn dah menyusahkan org tua...tah pe la auntie crita kat diaorg, mak advise more rest, jgn angkat berat2 dulu,jgn makan sejuk2, mandi air panas....ikut jer la, tp time diaorg der d rmh,ehhehehehe...
hubbyku...mmg tau pe jd kat sini, dia pn risau kat sana, kje smua x btl, de gak dia jmp MO kat situ tny pendapat pasal masalah aku...advice doc sana, more rest, don't be stress....
since petang tu, hatiku mmg hancur...bila teringat pa dah jd, mmg air mata x dpt tahan..aku mmg sensitif..
pa2 pn yg terjadi..life must go on,semua yg berlaku dah hikmah, ujian drpd Allah S.W.T, utk insan terpilih sahaja..so be strong....terima jak ketentuan tuhan..
k la..nk rht, nk masak jap
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